I do care about you !
29 November 2011, ϟ
okay , malam-2 bute camni aku nak lepaskan stress kat sini . damn , it so hurt for me . dah 4 hari tak online FB , Twitter and etc . firstly , i want to honest . eyy , sakit doeh hati aku bile tengok orang yang aku minat masih lagi ade hati dekat orang tuh . okay , nothing here -,- . yee , aku memang pelik dan aku sendri pun takfaham dengan diri aku sebenarnya . buat ape aku nak kesah amik peduli dengan orang yang aku takpernah ade pape relationship pun . just kawan biasa , itu dia yang cakap haritu . but bagi aku dia lebih dari kawan biasa . okay sadis :'/ so aku takyah lah nak sakit hati , nak cmburu-2 , nak rindu-2 , nak sayang-2 , nak halang-2 . lagipun , if aku buat camtuh ape aku dpat doeh . takde pape pun , takde pape ! biarlah die tu , die nak suka sape ke , taknak suka sape ke . itu die punya hal . FARAH ! please realize yourself , that him not deserve for you . and you farah , more not deserve for him okay ! understand farah ? haishh -,- . i'm down for the third time :'/ oh my gosh , for the third time and is all about him , FkdjdhdjdjAhjjhxsjnjsdnmjzIjIhdskssfnQ farah ? haha , lawak -,- k dah diam . yes , for sure all about him then anybody cares ? no one rite . err okay thank you so much :/ argh , ya'allah please hapuskan segala perasaan aku dekat dia . maybe once in a months i get happiness with him but it's not mean that he can fall in love with me , okay . believe me , he still has a close feeling to that girl and it make me hurt but whos cares ? no one rite -,- okay i'm much fine here . so suffer ye hidup dibumi yang teramat kecil ni . takpernah nak bagi orang bahagia bersama orang yang kite minat . okay honestly , i'm kindda boring alive in tis small world :/ i'm not strong anymore , but i'm try to be a strong girl that will go through each test from gods , insyallah , i will always pray to the god :)
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