okay , i'm waiting you until now \ always / . i know i'm not deserve to you . i really really know that . but why my hearts willing to waiting you ? yeay , i don't know what the answer for that ques . what i know is , i want to waiting you until your heart is open to accept me in your life . but boleh ke ? okay . last night i'm thinking about ways how to forget you forever . i think i can pass if i through this way .

First : i want him to blocked me , this way i can stop stalk his profile and look out his photo .
Second : i want to delete his contact \ maybe /
Third : bla bla bla -,- [ not think about the next step ]

more than one years i'm waiting for him , haha . act i can forget him but I think I would miss an opportunity if I forget him , that's the one reason . haish , okay maybe i'm stupid . okay nevermind . btw i know my knowledge in English is shoo low , i know . if you does not understand what i write about please make like a * buat buat faham okay :) haha . okay that's all bye :]
new past